I honestly thought without a doubt I was carrying a boy. I knew her as a boy and I prayed for her as a boy. I was so sure that I could have made my announcement even before I had the sonogram.
But I honestly didn't think I was having a son because I wanted a son more then a girl. I just had strong feelings and confirmations. To be honest having a son scared me a bit.
I know it sounds so silly but it's true. It has always taken me a while to connect with boys/men and have only been able to connect with few. Maybe it's because I'm super girly? Who knows! But I didn't at all feel ready for a son. Maybe it was out of fear of not being able to connect with him because I want to connect and have an amazing relationship with all of my children. So when I found out I was having a girl I was not only excited, I was a bit relieved.
I was having another girl, a best friend for Evelynne and that excites me so much! I know without a doubt that it's in God's plan for me to have a son down the road. He's given me so many confirmations. And I believe without a doubt I'll be ready for a little man who will capture my heart in a special way.. Who knows, maybe after two girls, I'll be on my knees begging God for a son who loves jumping in puddles and catching bugs. LOL It'll defiantly be something God will have to prepare me for.
But before I end I am just going to mention again just how excited I am to be having a little girl! Raising little besties, collecting more hair bows, and enjoying all the sweet and beautiful things girls have to offer.